WHOOTS!! xDD
freakin happie luh. it's like after soooooooooo mani days of hard work, continous effort put in by the grp, our WR is like finally complete? ahaha. ohhwells. juz wanted to blog bout it. n yeah. feelin kinda i dunno hard to sae but apparently, we've gotten bac our results. in one way it may seem to be a gd thing but another, it's suckie TO DE MAX. =.-
it kinda hurts miie deep down inside to c my cls every single day now. or rather, i realli hope to c de cls daily as a realli gd routine n practice. it's like, ever since release of results, mani haf to leave wif tis shell above em n i noe it hurts. be it sad, happie or juz plain normal.
every1 cant realli BE THEMSELVES now cos it's realli hard.one cant reveal de excitement or great accomplishment, happie mood in short, fearing of others ard hu may tink otherwise, i.e. boasting.. proud etc etc.
tis doesnt apply 4 miie but i guess i understand how hard it is for em..on de other hand, it's suckie 4 one hu feels disappointed n worried deep down inside, BUT haf to put up wif all de other faces of fellow clsmates,
it's like, de world is comin to an end at de OTHER END of de earth but in ur own land, strong defense is thr, i.e. upset-ness could not b revealed. realli look up to em, being so strong.. i would haf broken down long long time ago.
not 4gettin de fact tt i feel terrible in a way, not being able to help either sides. it sucks. to de max. plus. a fellow DEARIE fren's in kind of a confused state, not knowing wad to do.
Making de mark may not haf been de bez option. wad lies ahead is de feeling of guilt, insufficient ability n fear of not meeting up wif standards laid ahead. for that, i worry. helpless n wifout a hint of how n whr to start off, i guess all i can do is buck up n try tokin a lil.
not quite sure how to start off though. it's like both parties are frens.
difficult choice encircled by peer pressure. BUT ttz all an excuse i guess? i dunno. seriously i dun realli noe. wad i noe is tt i realli realli do hope dearie does wad's bez for her. realli hope my presence would be able to bring some motivation in her, as we worl hard for de upcoming future! gosh. sounds kinda wrong. but anyhow, ttz how i feel.
2gether we can strive for betta heights!! i'm SURE of tt. dun worry too much dearie, i truly understand n feel for you. strive on n NEVER let urself wrapped up in guilt.
no matter wad, S03 is 4eva n eva n eva de bez among de bez n yeah, we SHALL haf de utmoz fun one can ever haf!! GOOF ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!p.s. shall do my OP now[[:'ANDREaaA lurves her fellow DEARIEs!
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Andrea Sze Qi Yun
